5 months!

hee!it's our 5th month of being together as a sweet lovely couple!couple?what means by that?you'll never know how sweet it is until u experience what i feel!u feel like u didnt like in this world, but u like in your own world with your beloved one :) hee! kan kan?agree with me?

i'm in love with him like it's my first love!ya.he maybe not the first for me, but i never met a guy like him.the way he treat me, the way he smile at me, makes me laugh, giving me sweet words, telling me what comes from deep of his heart.ouch!i feel touched!and my heart melts each seconds when i'm with him.

and i know, everyone know what happening between us.we just can't hide it anymore.if possible, i wanna marry him and he want to do the same thing.but we have to think of our future.we both still in ipg.we need to finish our study first.have enough money,have our own house, cars,then, wait for the perfect moment to be husband and wife.

kan?we had to planned everything and think of our future too.and my family will never agree if we want to get marry and we still study.for sure, we can't handle it well!kan? :) so?this whole month?what we experience yaa?jum cerita?

we went out together!shopping, have our dinner, eat mcflurry, ya.that what we did.we always did.but the best thing is when i went to his house again.haish.i'm not a part of the family yet but then, he love to do that.practice maybe? :)

i slept at his house for a night. i played with iman.he's youngest sister.she's cute!soooo cute.but then, pity her.there's no one who is cuter than me, so, i still number one!sorry iman :) gedikk kan?you can be number two maybe?ohhh!noo.naim is the second place!hummm.hahahah!

i just being so homesick when everybody went back home.i cried.then he asks me to go to his house with our partner.so, i accept that.so after 12 on friday i went to her house.he had his jumaat prayer before we reached there.yaa.some awkward moment with his mom and siblings.but i had try to manage everything.

i sleep in her sister's bedroom with a girl. :) then we woke up next day, we prepare our breakfast together. :) sweet rite?bhahah!then he went out for something so i left there with my friend. we help her mom in the kitchen. then at 3.30 o'clock, we went back! :)) it's enough for that day kot.yaa.still awkward.but then, i'm not from that family rite?that should happen lah kan?

so, its our fifth anniversary.we had faced many things together and i hope this relationship will lasts till we had our own generation ya?maybe its too far away from now.but nothing is impossible rite?sorry for hurting u this evening.i'm so sorry ya awk?forgive me?i didnt meant to.i'll try to improve myself too.i treat u badly.i'm sorry.i hope what i had said to you will never make ur love towards me decrease even a bit!even as small as the bacteria.

i love this boy :)

sorry again awk.i know,u cant accept it.even me.hope there's no distance or awkward moment after what i had tell u ya?i love u.no matter what.i keep crying because i want u to be by my side. i dont want u to go away.keep loving me like the first time u fall in love with me sayang. :) i love you so much.words can never explain how much i love you babyy! :) sayang awk.bubu! :)))))))))))