i sayang u lah :0

hee!can i say that i miss you a lot naim?hee!what a long holiday rite?and we do not have much time together till the exam ends!huh!i hate that!!i really really want you right now!i miss our great time!hee!long time not update my blog for iur monthversarry right?humm.did i still keep our pictures?sureeeeee!but our monthversarry now is not like what we had before this.we didnt change present,we didnt eat cake,he didnt propose me (melapor).haish.what to doooo. :( kannn?

but sincerely, our heart still belongs to each other, we never neglect each other and our love bond still strong as what we have :) thank God.and i hope my relationship with him will lasts forever like what we wish :)

your's.

your birthdayy!

my dear naim,
i really love you as i would never love other man like you. i never felt confident that we will become husband and wife before this but everything had changed!when i have you, i want u to be mine forever,u treat me like a princess and i hope one day we can live in a castle and you're my prince.but now, u still become the prince of my heart :)

ish,busuknya budak ni.tapi menang!yeayy!

sorry for not update my blog for you.i'm too busy texting with u.spend maximum time with you. :) and having you right by my side is enough to make me feel safe.i'm glad to have you and i never met a man like you.because u really really patient with my behavior, attitude :) kan? but sometimes u get mad, but only for two second ja!kann?its cute. :)

surat akad nikah! :)

hee.hey gumuk.why i love you hah guy?i miss my mukmuk lah.i hope i can have that big panda with me. i want to hug u tightly mr panda.sorry for leaving u alone at my room.we'll meet again after this and i'll bring you back to my house this end year holiday okay!

crying when received birthday cake and present! :)

i love you!!!

hee!sayang, how's your celebration?sorry for being quite busy since last night.and sorry for waking u up last night.i didnt know that u sleep on the floor.i tot got a plug near to ur bed.i didnt meant to distract u. :( i really am baby.that's sweet sayang.but i dont want u to be burden because of me.

babyyyyy.
you're my everything.i love you.hope that i can have you one day.i'm happy with you.i'm happy to have digi with you!we can talk 24 hours. :)

best dinner! :) queen and king!

eeeeiii!sayang awak lah!

6th month. :)

hee!i supposed to update this entry 0n 28th July 2012,but sorry!i went back home and being so busy going here and there.haha! *bajet ja tu lah! :)) okay.for this month.nothing much happen actually.the best damn thing is we went to taman negara pahang :))) wehuu!i've been there once before this but yeah!there's no time for jungle trekking or what so ever with my family. :)

so, i went there with the whole tesl J11 batch.thats our educational trip!hee!at first we though that trip will be damn bored and wasting our money because we all got no money to pay for the fee, and buying all those things for that trip!i've wasted around RM400 for that trip actually!haha!a lot of money right?

so we all went there at 12.00am on Thursday and arrived in the motel around 11a.m in the morning.we've been sleeping along the journey.i didnt sit beside him because the lecturer had warn to sit according to the gender.i sat beside buvana and he sat beside azmeer.but we actually sit side by side but there's gap between us!haha!that's our trick!we have to be together no matter what!

so,i woke up middle of the night because it's so cold and i woke him up!so, he quickly took sweater from his bag and gave it to me. *so shweeeeet!then we both fall asleep again!he slept cutely. :))

when we arrived in jerantut, i accompanied him for his breakfast and we both went to the toilet.then we continue our journey and sleep again!hahahaha!ahh!long story!taman negara lah!so,we start our activity by riding the boat to the org asli place!hahahaha!so interesting.we all got wet!seriously!we all splash water to the other boat and the girls keep screaming!haha!nice rite?

when we go to the org asli place!quite interesting!haha!he always be with me.accompany me,take care of me!then, again,riding boat session,i sit beside him.whoa!feel like wanna hug him to make me feel safe!but what can i do?just pull his shirt!haha!

hee! :) that's so memorable i think!hee!i love you no matter what sayang!so much ya? :) hee! hope that our relationship will lasts forever!

ignorance.

ya.that's a man would do if he now own his gf.its too differs from the first time when he want to tackle her.absolutely different.at first, give a lot of sweet words,always try to accompany her, cuddle her, then?after he got her?would he do the same thing?for sure no.that's a typical man.kan?

before this, when his gf mad at him, he try to make her happy back,give her full attention,give sweet words.kan?now?just left her.let her to be okay then, text her like u didnt do any mistakes. and one more bullshit thing is that he will simply mad at her gf!before this "mana pernah saya marah awk kan" that's 3 months ago lahh!

u mad at me almost everyday and u want me to get my mood back by myself.i had hide everything from u.and u know it rite?u didnt notice it maybe because u dont need her anymore.u didnt care bout her anymore.i'm truly,deeply frustrated bout this.i cried almost everyday for u my dear.i just love u too much kot.that's my biggest mistake in my life. so..

NEVER love someone TOO MUCH!

arrggh!then u asks me 'apa saya buat?'should u asks that question?then wait for me to talk to u back?hoy!u mad at me then u want me to talk to u?me?pelis lah.i cant resist this thing anymore.u always change ur mood towards me!thats typical man.note that.men are always men.