i sayang u lah :0

hee!can i say that i miss you a lot naim?hee!what a long holiday rite?and we do not have much time together till the exam ends!huh!i hate that!!i really really want you right now!i miss our great time!hee!long time not update my blog for iur monthversarry right?humm.did i still keep our pictures?sureeeeee!but our monthversarry now is not like what we had before this.we didnt change present,we didnt eat cake,he didnt propose me (melapor).haish.what to doooo. :( kannn?

but sincerely, our heart still belongs to each other, we never neglect each other and our love bond still strong as what we have :) thank God.and i hope my relationship with him will lasts forever like what we wish :)

your's.

your birthdayy!

my dear naim,
i really love you as i would never love other man like you. i never felt confident that we will become husband and wife before this but everything had changed!when i have you, i want u to be mine forever,u treat me like a princess and i hope one day we can live in a castle and you're my prince.but now, u still become the prince of my heart :)

ish,busuknya budak ni.tapi menang!yeayy!

sorry for not update my blog for you.i'm too busy texting with u.spend maximum time with you. :) and having you right by my side is enough to make me feel safe.i'm glad to have you and i never met a man like you.because u really really patient with my behavior, attitude :) kan? but sometimes u get mad, but only for two second ja!kann?its cute. :)

surat akad nikah! :)

hee.hey gumuk.why i love you hah guy?i miss my mukmuk lah.i hope i can have that big panda with me. i want to hug u tightly mr panda.sorry for leaving u alone at my room.we'll meet again after this and i'll bring you back to my house this end year holiday okay!

crying when received birthday cake and present! :)

i love you!!!

hee!sayang, how's your celebration?sorry for being quite busy since last night.and sorry for waking u up last night.i didnt know that u sleep on the floor.i tot got a plug near to ur bed.i didnt meant to distract u. :( i really am baby.that's sweet sayang.but i dont want u to be burden because of me.

babyyyyy.
you're my everything.i love you.hope that i can have you one day.i'm happy with you.i'm happy to have digi with you!we can talk 24 hours. :)

best dinner! :) queen and king!

eeeeiii!sayang awak lah!

6th month. :)

hee!i supposed to update this entry 0n 28th July 2012,but sorry!i went back home and being so busy going here and there.haha! *bajet ja tu lah! :)) okay.for this month.nothing much happen actually.the best damn thing is we went to taman negara pahang :))) wehuu!i've been there once before this but yeah!there's no time for jungle trekking or what so ever with my family. :)

so, i went there with the whole tesl J11 batch.thats our educational trip!hee!at first we though that trip will be damn bored and wasting our money because we all got no money to pay for the fee, and buying all those things for that trip!i've wasted around RM400 for that trip actually!haha!a lot of money right?

so we all went there at 12.00am on Thursday and arrived in the motel around 11a.m in the morning.we've been sleeping along the journey.i didnt sit beside him because the lecturer had warn to sit according to the gender.i sat beside buvana and he sat beside azmeer.but we actually sit side by side but there's gap between us!haha!that's our trick!we have to be together no matter what!

so,i woke up middle of the night because it's so cold and i woke him up!so, he quickly took sweater from his bag and gave it to me. *so shweeeeet!then we both fall asleep again!he slept cutely. :))

when we arrived in jerantut, i accompanied him for his breakfast and we both went to the toilet.then we continue our journey and sleep again!hahahaha!ahh!long story!taman negara lah!so,we start our activity by riding the boat to the org asli place!hahahaha!so interesting.we all got wet!seriously!we all splash water to the other boat and the girls keep screaming!haha!nice rite?

when we go to the org asli place!quite interesting!haha!he always be with me.accompany me,take care of me!then, again,riding boat session,i sit beside him.whoa!feel like wanna hug him to make me feel safe!but what can i do?just pull his shirt!haha!

hee! :) that's so memorable i think!hee!i love you no matter what sayang!so much ya? :) hee! hope that our relationship will lasts forever!

ignorance.

ya.that's a man would do if he now own his gf.its too differs from the first time when he want to tackle her.absolutely different.at first, give a lot of sweet words,always try to accompany her, cuddle her, then?after he got her?would he do the same thing?for sure no.that's a typical man.kan?

before this, when his gf mad at him, he try to make her happy back,give her full attention,give sweet words.kan?now?just left her.let her to be okay then, text her like u didnt do any mistakes. and one more bullshit thing is that he will simply mad at her gf!before this "mana pernah saya marah awk kan" that's 3 months ago lahh!

u mad at me almost everyday and u want me to get my mood back by myself.i had hide everything from u.and u know it rite?u didnt notice it maybe because u dont need her anymore.u didnt care bout her anymore.i'm truly,deeply frustrated bout this.i cried almost everyday for u my dear.i just love u too much kot.that's my biggest mistake in my life. so..

NEVER love someone TOO MUCH!

arrggh!then u asks me 'apa saya buat?'should u asks that question?then wait for me to talk to u back?hoy!u mad at me then u want me to talk to u?me?pelis lah.i cant resist this thing anymore.u always change ur mood towards me!thats typical man.note that.men are always men.

end of our day :)

hey.its 12 already.and our monthversary had over for this month!i got a big surprise from him.we end our class at 4.so we went out after maghrib.after we withdraw our money, we went back to the car and he gave me a bag.and he asks me to see what's inside.then i see lah! there got a red purse, and 2 shirts!thanks babyy! :) i appreciate it sayang.

on our day :)

then we had our dinner with our friends.yaa.simple dinner. :) but ya, we can spend more time together.then, after we get back into the car, he said that he wanna asks me a question.but right after we get to the climax of the day.arrgghh!how can i be patient?i just feel so scared!what is that damn question?i hope its a positive one.not the negative one!

then i a little bit sulking because of that.then, he stopped the car and i asks him,why?then, he get a bag from the back then he gave me a bracelet.the most unique one!then, he opened a ring box and asks me.......

the sweetest moment ever!

"will you be my girlfriend till we get married?"

damn!i felt so touched and about to cry!that ring suits me well.the size exactly the same as mine.then, when i wanna cry then.....my dad call me!aiyoo!wrong time lahh!i answer his call and talk to him and my grandma.then, both of us went to the secret recipe to buy a piece of cake! its absolute chocolate cake!the new one i think?yaa.the taste was soooooo delicious!we ate the cake together!

i love cakee! *and ice cream!

that's the end of our day :') we went back to ipg.he sent me as usual!thanks sayang.what a day right?i love you so much!thanks for today!i really love it.it's such amazing and superb!thanks again.i love you so much! :))))

5 months!

hee!it's our 5th month of being together as a sweet lovely couple!couple?what means by that?you'll never know how sweet it is until u experience what i feel!u feel like u didnt like in this world, but u like in your own world with your beloved one :) hee! kan kan?agree with me?

i'm in love with him like it's my first love!ya.he maybe not the first for me, but i never met a guy like him.the way he treat me, the way he smile at me, makes me laugh, giving me sweet words, telling me what comes from deep of his heart.ouch!i feel touched!and my heart melts each seconds when i'm with him.

and i know, everyone know what happening between us.we just can't hide it anymore.if possible, i wanna marry him and he want to do the same thing.but we have to think of our future.we both still in ipg.we need to finish our study first.have enough money,have our own house, cars,then, wait for the perfect moment to be husband and wife.

kan?we had to planned everything and think of our future too.and my family will never agree if we want to get marry and we still study.for sure, we can't handle it well!kan? :) so?this whole month?what we experience yaa?jum cerita?

we went out together!shopping, have our dinner, eat mcflurry, ya.that what we did.we always did.but the best thing is when i went to his house again.haish.i'm not a part of the family yet but then, he love to do that.practice maybe? :)

i slept at his house for a night. i played with iman.he's youngest sister.she's cute!soooo cute.but then, pity her.there's no one who is cuter than me, so, i still number one!sorry iman :) gedikk kan?you can be number two maybe?ohhh!noo.naim is the second place!hummm.hahahah!

i just being so homesick when everybody went back home.i cried.then he asks me to go to his house with our partner.so, i accept that.so after 12 on friday i went to her house.he had his jumaat prayer before we reached there.yaa.some awkward moment with his mom and siblings.but i had try to manage everything.

i sleep in her sister's bedroom with a girl. :) then we woke up next day, we prepare our breakfast together. :) sweet rite?bhahah!then he went out for something so i left there with my friend. we help her mom in the kitchen. then at 3.30 o'clock, we went back! :)) it's enough for that day kot.yaa.still awkward.but then, i'm not from that family rite?that should happen lah kan?

so, its our fifth anniversary.we had faced many things together and i hope this relationship will lasts till we had our own generation ya?maybe its too far away from now.but nothing is impossible rite?sorry for hurting u this evening.i'm so sorry ya awk?forgive me?i didnt meant to.i'll try to improve myself too.i treat u badly.i'm sorry.i hope what i had said to you will never make ur love towards me decrease even a bit!even as small as the bacteria.

i love this boy :)

sorry again awk.i know,u cant accept it.even me.hope there's no distance or awkward moment after what i had tell u ya?i love u.no matter what.i keep crying because i want u to be by my side. i dont want u to go away.keep loving me like the first time u fall in love with me sayang. :) i love you so much.words can never explain how much i love you babyy! :) sayang awk.bubu! :)))))))))))

four month! :)

i never expect that i can be with him.this four month period had gave us a lot of sweet, beautiful memories!we went for dates, we went to the beach, have our dinner, lunch, breakfast together, i met his mom, i went to his house, we went back to pahang by train together, :)) such a great memories rite?and this memory shall never faded away! :)) because i love him.my love, my soul,the person that keep my heart to make me alive!

our class dinner. :)

see there?kena marah ya?

pantai bukit kluang!

can u see our eyes?

the most romantic moment!

see our colours?pink and blue!

noodle station! :)

this what i eat there!

the day i meet his family!this is Iman!he's eldest sister!

and, his mom gave me this!

our cute face! *language camp!yeahh!

naim's house!

see?at the railway station!

and we have these people with us!naim's siblings and hakim!

there's a lot of memories of us together along this four month! we still together no matter what! and we keep this relationship till we got married insyaAllah :) please do pray for that. for me, he's the best of all!i never expect much, as long as one day, he'll be my husband and also the father of my children. :) that's all i want.my life just being so perfect when i have him!

he always gave me advice in everything that i do!that is for our relationship and also for our future :) i love u sayang!please be with me ya? :)

it's our fourth monthversary.and we will celebrate it later ya? :) we need to eat da cake tau!and i hope our relationship will lasts forever and will have the happy ending.okay?i need that!and i know, u need that too rite? :) I LOVE YOU!!

fragile heart.

ya, i know that i'm not clever as my brother, i didn't got 5A's for my UPSR, i didn't got 8A's for my PMR but then, i'm a girl with a very fragile heart.please don't be double standard!if ur son want ipod for his 3.21 pointer in school u can give it rite?u already gave it last week! but then, i'm ur only girl child.i just need u to buy me ticket  that only costs rm41.40  but then u want me to pay back?okay!see that?

why u treat me like that!i didn't asks for macbook, iphone 4S, blackberry, HTC SENSATION XE, but then i only asks for the ticket.then u asks me to pay back?helllooooooo!why u treat me like that!please la.i'm ur daughter too.am i?

ya,if my brother asks for his HTC SENSATION XE  December 2011,u gave it.it has beats audio with android,u gave him rite?then last week u bought an ipod for his pointer?what for?his htc had beats audio,with android,sure can download a lot of application rite?duit dah banyak sangat nak habiskan mcm tu ja?kerja takda.mcm siall!

even mine?nokia,no beats audio, no android??wth?i didn't asks money from u dad.i don't even use ur money that u gave me.i use my own money.my allowance.please do understand me.i didn't asks for more.just love me as much as u love my brother.i'm your daughter too.

he's just my boy.

hey!i've not updated this blog for such a long period rite?humm.i just been so busy with all those drama, exams, assignments, and love matters!haha!i wanna tell u bout my boy.he's mukmuk. :) mukmuk?is he fat enough for me to call him like that?ohh no!absolutely not!he's just a boy that is very very tall and thin!very thin.but then, he love to call ma bonbon,thst's why i call him mukmuk!u know what bonbon means?BONCETTT!ohh ya. maybe?naim,he's my classmate and my everything! :)

he used to be like this?

I've been with him for 3 months.the time moving so fast and i never realize that.in three months time, we had faced a lot of things together.either sweet memories or all those bad things. when i'm with him, i just feel secure.there's someone who will protect me,beside me,no matter what.honestly, he is different to the other guy.yaa maybe there's someone who says that "when you're in love,you'll see that everything are just been so sweet" maybe it is true but then, please do understand us.please place yourself in our place.then you'll know what we feel. :)

that's me and him :)

i never felt like this when i'm in love.i want him to be the last in my life.for me,only him can change my mood,my day.we've been through a lot of thing here, in ipgkkb. :) yea,for sure there's a lot of obstacles but then, i know that both of us can manage it well.seriously :)

the first PM of Malaysia i think?

he's a very romantic guy.i never met a guy as romantic as him.he will be with me no matter what, in hard and pain.help me in study,even if i wake up him in the midnight to help me.he will do that.i believe in his love towards me,he treat me nicely, he try to give everything that i wanted.ha!the most funny part, i just kidding asking him to wear baju melayu for Skype, but he do that for me.do you think the other guy will do that?for sure no rite? :)

again.i love you naim!

he's older than me for two years.age doesn't matter at all.when we're in love, for sure age is just a number that doesn't need to be care at all.kan kan?so, i really in love with him. i don't care what people would say about us.and that's we call love right?we meet each other in class,went to the class together,sit side by side in class,went back together, after we're at our own room, we meet again in Skype, at night, he will meet me to give me dinner, eat together, then Skype again till we sleep in front of da Skype together.

my first pic with him.first sem.

before i sleep, he will sing a song to me and recite the doa,then I've to sleep with my ariani scarf till next morning!pity me right?but then, it was just for him.my only love!the next morning i will wake him up for the class again.that's our routine everyday. :) we spend our time 24 hours together.we did not care what lecturer would say.because we just need each other so much!

he's a basketball player.

thats how we face everyday together. :) so sweet right?every morning he will capture my picture for his wallpaper.his phone wallpaper will change everyday! :) although i'm not that cute but still he want to capture my picture.she will sent me to da front girls hostel everyday,although the guard is there,but he still want to do that.he never want to see me walk alone.

but now,it seems that everything had changed.i have to sit alone in class.pretend that i have nothing with him in front of the lecturers.they can't accept us.what can i do?we had no time together.seriously.he will just sit beside me during the recess time and of the lecturer did not come to the class.pity us.i hope even in this situation both of us will still be patient and keep loving each other.

mine and naim's.

i just love how he express his love towards me.there's no one would do this to me before.his words,doings, really makes me feel that i'm too special for him.seriously!i believe in him.his love towards me.and i really hope that i can built one happy family with him and have a pair of twins! *thank god he has that twin genetic!i want a pair of cute twins! :)

being together in class.ya.that's us.

if anything happens, i will still loving u naim.and i hope that u will do the same thing!okay?i just wanna be your everything and for sure, your wife soon. we had planned a lot for our future right?our financial management,wedding dress, and everything. so i really hope that our dream will come true.because i really love you naim.i may not be the first for u but i really want to be your last. :) i hope that you will be my prince and i'll be your princess and live happily ever after :) i love you sayang.

what  short time together but i'm sure that i will keep the moments tattooed in my raw mind and heart.

we share the most special memories together and it will be forever.

even the worlds can be affect by us and that's include our own 'institute'.

that's sarcastic :)

bajet badan tough. i'm just jokingly annoyed.

see? :)

showing our own 'big' eyes. *puke

kata orang busuk. dia pun sama :D

cak! 

at last he is fair as me :)

koya again, have a punch u fool!

bye bye.