Saturday, 28 April 2012

he's just my boy.

hey!i've not updated this blog for such a long period rite?humm.i just been so busy with all those drama, exams, assignments, and love matters!haha!i wanna tell u bout my boy.he's mukmuk. :) mukmuk?is he fat enough for me to call him like that?ohh no!absolutely not!he's just a boy that is very very tall and thin!very thin.but then, he love to call ma bonbon,thst's why i call him mukmuk!u know what bonbon means?BONCETTT!ohh ya. maybe?naim,he's my classmate and my everything! :)
he used to be like this?
I've been with him for 3 months.the time moving so fast and i never realize that.in three months time, we had faced a lot of things together.either sweet memories or all those bad things. when i'm with him, i just feel secure.there's someone who will protect me,beside me,no matter what.honestly, he is different to the other guy.yaa maybe there's someone who says that "when you're in love,you'll see that everything are just been so sweet" maybe it is true but then, please do understand us.please place yourself in our place.then you'll know what we feel. :)
that's me and him :)
i never felt like this when i'm in love.i want him to be the last in my life.for me,only him can change my mood,my day.we've been through a lot of thing here, in ipgkkb. :) yea,for sure there's a lot of obstacles but then, i know that both of us can manage it well.seriously :)
the first PM of Malaysia i think?
he's a very romantic guy.i never met a guy as romantic as him.he will be with me no matter what, in hard and pain.help me in study,even if i wake up him in the midnight to help me.he will do that.i believe in his love towards me,he treat me nicely, he try to give everything that i wanted.ha!the most funny part, i just kidding asking him to wear baju melayu for Skype, but he do that for me.do you think the other guy will do that?for sure no rite? :)
again.i love you naim!
he's older than me for two years.age doesn't matter at all.when we're in love, for sure age is just a number that doesn't need to be care at all.kan kan?so, i really in love with him. i don't care what people would say about us.and that's we call love right?we meet each other in class,went to the class together,sit side by side in class,went back together, after we're at our own room, we meet again in Skype, at night, he will meet me to give me dinner, eat together, then Skype again till we sleep in front of da Skype together.
my first pic with him.first sem.
before i sleep, he will sing a song to me and recite the doa,then I've to sleep with my ariani scarf till next morning!pity me right?but then, it was just for him.my only love!the next morning i will wake him up for the class again.that's our routine everyday. :) we spend our time 24 hours together.we did not care what lecturer would say.because we just need each other so much!
he's a basketball player.
thats how we face everyday together. :) so sweet right?every morning he will capture my picture for his wallpaper.his phone wallpaper will change everyday! :) although i'm not that cute but still he want to capture my picture.she will sent me to da front girls hostel everyday,although the guard is there,but he still want to do that.he never want to see me walk alone.
but now,it seems that everything had changed.i have to sit alone in class.pretend that i have nothing with him in front of the lecturers.they can't accept us.what can i do?we had no time together.seriously.he will just sit beside me during the recess time and of the lecturer did not come to the class.pity us.i hope even in this situation both of us will still be patient and keep loving each other.
mine and naim's.
i just love how he express his love towards me.there's no one would do this to me before.his words,doings, really makes me feel that i'm too special for him.seriously!i believe in him.his love towards me.and i really hope that i can built one happy family with him and have a pair of twins! *thank god he has that twin genetic!i want a pair of cute twins! :)
being together in class.ya.that's us.
if anything happens, i will still loving u naim.and i hope that u will do the same thing!okay?i just wanna be your everything and for sure, your wife soon. we had planned a lot for our future right?our financial management,wedding dress, and everything. so i really hope that our dream will come true.because i really love you naim.i may not be the first for u but i really want to be your last. :) i hope that you will be my prince and i'll be your princess and live happily ever after :) i love you sayang.

Wednesday, 25 April 2012

what  short time together but i'm sure that i will keep the moments tattooed in my raw mind and heart.
we share the most special memories together and it will be forever.
even the worlds can be affect by us and that's include our own 'institute'.
that's sarcastic :)


bajet badan tough. i'm just jokingly annoyed.


see? :)


showing our own 'big' eyes. *puke


kata orang busuk. dia pun sama :D


cak! 


at last he is fair as me :)


koya again, have a punch u fool!


bye bye.

Sunday, 22 April 2012

freaking day.AGAIN!

i'm still schooling.not studying in high school or university yet.yaa.kid of bullshit when u still have those shit rules and regulation.i'm not a small kid anymore!i'm 19 years old now.i had pass my spm!okayy?pleasee lah!ehh budak,kau marah aku,kau malas,barang nak.okay.tu sial.geram lahh!bg kerjasama sikit boleh tak?hah?semua orang busyyy!geram aku!

Thursday, 5 April 2012

i'm tired of it.

i wanna my life again.i felt so miserable with all those small small things.nonsense things that should not bother my life.i hate this situation.searching for my identity back.that's shit.seriously.i've all those negative thoughts now.i dont want that.but then,this problem will came towards me when i'm happy with my relationship.that's suckss! kbaii.

me at 1.00 p.m. 

Wednesday, 4 April 2012

i want this :)


i want this for my wedding khair naim :) 

 khair naim : okay khalida my bonbon the 7th.

khalida : okay mukmuk (that cute part) hahah!

khair naim : remember my words ya my dear khalida small ears :D

khalida : i will mr big ears! :) and cute eye lashes. :)))) *please dont ever wear mascara anymore!

khair naim : sure my cute little girl a.k.a miss hairy :)

khalida : yess mr hairyy! i'm cute.differs from u.