Thursday, 13 October 2011

sedih,,,

frienship zaman sekolah sudah mahu berakhir.yaa.masing2 dah sambung blajar.
aku di kelantan.
fyra di shah alam
farah di kuantan.
semuanya dah berpisah.zaman sekolah dulu,berjauhan seminit pun takboleh.balik prep ja,tak sampai 20minit, fyra dah naik bilik lepakk.tdo sama,basuh baju sama,g prep sama,dating sama,makan sama,balik skolah sama,kena panggil ngan cikgu sama2.mmg tak pernah renggang lansung!

punya berlagak geng tiga orang, makan jauh ngan orang lain.berlagak nak mati.sampai one of the teachers panggil kitaorang tiga serangkai??cikgu apa???mesti lah PUAN HANIFAH  MAOSIN!bwekk!haha.jahat gilaaa.sampai sekarang aku berdendam ngan dia.fobia tgk muka dia!

lepas result?rapat la lg.bila fb, wall to wall,texting.tapi dorang semua maxis,aku ja celcom.agak kesian lah kan?pastu bila belajar,makin jauh,dorang online pun jarang2.aku ja slalu :D

sekarang.......................

lagi lah jauh.ngan fyra dlu jauh gila jgk,tapi sejak dia beli number celcom, ada lah calling2,nak2 lg dia dah abes 1 sem.tengah kat rumah dia, kitaorang selalu skyping.so, hubungan kitaorang semakin dibaikpulih.

but but but.

farah shazleen,,
dia kan kat matrikk.yela,macam yg aku pernah cakap kat kazen aku,budak matrik ni,,,belajar ja kerja,pandang jalan pun tak sempat,tu kalau tak dapat 4flat tak taulah.*it just a kidding.yaa.sejak dia masuk matrik, ada lah sesekali aku text ngan dia.tu pun of course aku yang kena start text dlu.online for sur lah jarang *budak matrikk kan? pastu now, lagi kritikal.yang aku tak bley blah,birthday aku dia lupa.like ____ lah jugak an?birthdayy dorang aku must be the first or second or tak lebih la dri orang ke 5 tapi on the dayy,,

aku call farah, around pukul 5 kott.i ask her:
me:kau tak ingat ke?
farah: apa apa?
me:sampai aty kau lupa.anty dah ingat call me or text me okayy
*aku end call.

tak sampai 5 minit, i called her back.
me:kau dh ingat?
farah:leed,aku mintak maaf sangat2,aku tak lupa, aku busy ngan exam and blah2.
*i'm crying 
me:takpelah.it's okayy.
*end call.

then, she text me.ask for forgiveness.i didn't reply her text.
i told fyra that, i just want her to find me first either text or call me.i don't want to contact her.FULLSTOP!

one night, i really miss her.at that time it has already around 3 am.i text her telling that i really miss her. i miss our friendship. i dont care if she didn't reply my text at that time because i know that it was already late.nest morning, when i woke up.there's not even one text.think positively, it was still early.up to evening, she still not reply my text.hurmm.okayy.never mind.

she might be very busy. :( i called my beloved cousin, husna izzati, i asked her aout farah because they were at the same matriculation. she told me that, she frequently saw farah have a date with his boyfriend.yeahh.i'm sad.why? she had time to have a date but why is it so hard for her to reply my text,,if she was busy studying, why she went for a date??i also wrote something on her wall.but, she didnt reply. i saw her online, reply the other comment.but not mine.hurmm.

that really makes me hurt.farahshazleen,, ingat tak aku pernah cakap, aku sayang kau sampai bila2,kau macam kakak aku dah.kalau aku ngan fyra gaduh, kau la yg baik kan kitaorang, kau memahami masalah aku, kita dah harungi banyak masalah sama2.tak kan lah sbb macam belajar sampai tak boleh texxt?1 text ja pun.bukan aku nak text sampai petang ka, tengah malam ka, kau kan maxis, dua tiga text yg mengatakan kau sihat, kau blajar oke,,pun dah cukup sayang.

i really miss you dear.mungkin kau tak nampak lg.yela,dah kau dekat ngan orang tersayang, tak ingat dah kat kitaorang yang jauh ni kan,,takpelah.aku tak kan lupa kau sampai bila2. FARAH SHAZLEEN BINTI SHAHARUDIN.aku sayyyaaannngggggggg kau.aku ingat lagi kau cakap, kau sayang aku lebih dari kau sayang boyfriend kau.tapi sekarang?mana semua tu??

S.E.D.I.H!

okayy.i have to go now.love both  of youuu!!